我呼吸。。我感觉。。我存在

叹！

2010-09-29T17:22:00.001+08:00

最好有生一日都爱下去但谁人能将恋爱当做终生兴趣生活其实旨在找到个伴侣面对现实热恋很快变长流细水可惜我不智或侥幸对火花天生敏感不过两只手拉得太紧爱到过了界那对爱人同时亦最易变成一对敌人也许相爱很难就难在其实双方各有各寄望怎么办要单恋都难受太大的礼会内疚却也无力归还也许不爱不难但如未成佛升仙也会怕爱情前途黯淡爱不爱都难未快乐先有责任给予对方面露欢颜得到浪漫又要有空间得到定局却怕去到终站然后付出多得到少不介意豁达又担心有人看不过眼无论热恋中失恋中都永远记住第一戒别要张开双眼。
还没到最后。。我对爱已经。。无能为力！

I'M BACK!!!

2010-07-23T20:05:00.002+08:00

好久没写了。。也不懂该写什么，刚view了好多朋友的blog，很多都是写他们刚进大学的生活等等地。。
嘿..to all of u guys..siao ying,chun kit , chuan,joe..chee wei..yee sing..siao yen n many many many more..all my friends who going to pursue ur studies in University 1..Congratulation!!and take good care of urself oo..
erm..while viewing their blog..suddenly something comes out from my mind..that is ..i'm experienced what they are experiencing now 2 years ago..
Homesick..right??
i had used to be..
Face a strange environment alone..all those around you are strangers..even who sleep with you( roomate har..not xxmate)..also the 1 u never seen before..
I still remember 2 years ago, i'm walked in to lecture hall with a quite excited state..a bit panic also..first lecture was Math I..and first week hv no tutorial..after d class jz walked back home alone! Lol..tat is my most anxious part..u knw why? cuz..i had 4gt the way to walk back home! oh my god! den i waste sometimes to " discover" the way back..like adventure..haha..
erm..quite nice la actually, at least i managed to back home on daytime bt not at night!
At outside...the most often qns i asked by others ..来来去去is..wat is ur name?got nickname?where r you from?wic course are u taking?whr u staying now??

Something that make me headache was ..
THIS qns..
xx: "Where are you from???"
me: "Kedah, Kulim"
xx: "Kedah..u thr sure gt a lot of rice and paddy field"
me:"no..not every place in Kedah gt paddy field"
xx:" Kedah gt any nice place o tourist spot??"
me:"erm..I not reali know"
xx:"huh??? aren't you from Kedah??how come you don't know??"
me:"actually..i know Penang area more, cz my place is near from Penang state"
xx: "Then, izit u staying Kedah o Penang??"
me:" I'm staying Kedah, but my house near Penang.. and I'm active in Penang area more"
xx:".........zzzzzzz.........."

Hahaha..after came KL..i had used to explain above question..i think nt less than 60 times..
anyway, ppl jz interested about u..wana get close to u..and i feel glad to answer also..can introduce Kulim to them! ..

"Hei , Kulim is not kampung ,ok? u can find Kulim this place in your Form 3 Geography Textbook Chapter 13 i think ..if not mistaken..." i will answer like this to those who misunderstand..or those who insult my hometown like kampung!

Alone outside, parents are not beside you, can't take care of you for sure..that time i'm food poisoning..it was a "memorable" experience for me! no one can help you..
Vomit..diarhoe..den go back sleep..den come vomit again..
That was November 2008..
Until i hv no idea..jz scream for my housemate's help..
Bunny,thanks a lot! if tat time u din help me, i faint jor oso no 1 know! she was wake by me then fetch me to clinic using another housemate ..Joe's car..

Actually i juz want to say, housemates and friends are very very important in your University life o in future..cz they are your only hope when you needs help !!

Friends can be your supporters when u needs ppl's support
Friends can accompany you in doing some crazy acts..
Friends can blow water with you when you are boring! Alot Alot..

After get knw of a lot of friends, it helps me reduce my homesick..n make me feel like, i'm not alone anymore!i'm not like others whose hometown is near KL ..can back every week! i jz can back at most 3 per semester..sometimes oni once a semester..
without friends, i duno wat can i do here!
Be friendly ..open minded ..kind ..smile to every1 ..definitely will help you a lot! I duno i'm the one like that or not..mayb in some1 eyes, i'm disguisting, i'm ego, i'm looks fierce, but i try to be friendly to everyone, if u dun like me..is your business...I AM WHO I AM!!

As we getting elder, will found that there are a lot of complicated relationship among group of friends..o other gang ..and rumours will fly here and there! dont feel sad of other's words that just to hurt you..be strong!

Add oil!!

如果我是你的女朋友

2010-03-09T18:44:00.000+08:00

如果我是你的女朋友，我会每天都跟你说我喜欢你，不为什么就亲亲你；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会做稀奇古怪的东西，逼你当着我的面尝一小口，就一小口；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会要你拉着我的手过马路，绝对不会看来往的车辆；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会要你和我一起像小孩子一样，手牵着手晃来晃去，不时地让我转个360度，看你龇着牙骂我坏；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会亲自帮你挑衣服，挑手链，挑帅帅的牛仔裤，让每个女孩都羡慕我有个好精神的男朋友；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会笨手笨脚地给你织全羊毛的淡灰色围巾，虽然在开头的几排里你会发现有小洞，但是你也必须鼓励我说比恒源祥的还精致；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会要你带我去看悲剧的电影，出来的时候还在哭，我要你哄我说，那只是电影，我们不会那样的；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会在逛街的时候突然喊饿，然后让你带我去吃火锅，点一大桌的菜，只吃一点就说饱了，看你睁大眼睛不可思议的绝望可怜样，因为我要你都吃完，嘿嘿，火锅时间最久，我喜欢看你吃东西吃到快撑死的样儿；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友,我会在吵架之后就买酒,然后一个人坐在很高的地方看着远方哭；如果是我错,你气得要骂我,多贵的长途我都会打给你，然后静静地乖乖地听你舍不得再教训我的叹气声，我则红着脸咬着嘴唇，暗自庆幸阴谋又得逞；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会在得势的时候很嚣张，弱势的时候就装乖，让你觉得纳闷，为什么受委屈的明明是你，可喊冤的却总是我；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会给你起很多很多可爱又笨笨的外号，有事没事换着叫；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会让自己看上去很漂亮很幸福，不用我说，别人都知道你是绝世好男友；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会只在你面前很笨，让你惊喜地发现原来在大家眼里冰雪聪明的我也会犯只有你知道的弱智错误；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会在打电话给你的时候很礼貌地和你的父母打招呼，希望他们会对我留下好印象；
　　

如果我是你的女朋友，我会要你给我买很便宜但是很特别的戒指，我会把两个带着情侣戒指的手拉到一起，边看边傻笑很久；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会鼓励你做你喜欢的事情，而不要只为了学习或责任束缚自己的梦想，因为人生短短一瞬，快乐最重要；
　　　
如果我是你的女朋友，如果我知道我遇到了疾病或灾难而让我陪不了你很久，我会骗你说我爱上了别人，让我们分手；
　　
如果我是你的女朋友，我会希望有来世，让我还做你的女朋友。
　　
如果我是你的女朋友……
　　可以吗？

赏心细味。。

2009-11-16T14:20:00.002+08:00

细味你的每个微笑。。
你开心就好。。。

HELP

2009-10-12T15:17:00.004+08:00

Anyone know where to download this song ???

Had it all by Katharine McPhee

please inform me if you know..or u can straight email this song to me ,it will be better..

address:kentwell21801@yahoo.com

thanks a lot yar...

One week's stuffs

2009-09-27T21:53:00.004+08:00

Finally!!

The most suffer period had finished yday..ha...its enjoy time man!

Update first b4 i back hometown,cz i really not so willing 2 on9 at home 1..duno y..mayb prefer 2 chat wit parents and friends more..haha..n no doubt, Astro is the main reason..haha

hm..after i saw my wallet,wow..its just oni few 'pieces' of 1 buck thr..haha..

i had spent around 150 bucks in 2 days man..not buying anything , is just only hang out fees..haha..

anyway..happy wat..rite?tis is wat important in our life..haha..but definitely can't be like that all the while la..bloody wallet ler..

Oh ya..thx to siao min and oso leng yar..cook for me..this is my 1st 住家菜 after came kl..1 more year d..u gals make me touched..Thanks yar...

looks good huh??haha..this is wat cooked by they both lo..haha..

Yesterday watched Final Destination..haiz..is short la...tis movie..i still waiting 2 c more ppl die..haha..but sincerely , it is suffering while i watching it..its disgusting , bloody ...aiyer..smore there are too too much of coincidence..its totally impossible man..

but after watched it,wat i get is 4 four words..即时行乐。。（hope its no wrong ..if any in these four words is wrg,pls tell me)..

for those who duno chinese,it brings the meaning of do watever u likes to do at the moment u want..just like tat,人生无常 mar...

Jus nw watched movie again..."Accident" starring by Louis Koo and Richie Ren!!its make me dissapointed as ..mayb i expect too much for this movie..its really "Za dao" u knw??whole movie ..the total dialogues of all characters is not more den 200 sentences..can u imagine??mayb i'm exaggerate..u all go 2 watch..den will know..haha..

Hm..still gt 1 more thing,since when greenbox become so efficient 1?ha..the end time is damn sharp..2day we sing k,frm 11 something to 2pm..wow..really sharp,once the clock reach 2pm,there is "Welcome Again" display on the screen..haha..

is no enuf for me 2day..haiz..

Kulim,i'm coming soon..i passed my 1st year 1st semester,its the most suffer semester for me frm foundation until nw..but i will enjoy the rest for sure..i know my way!!

hope you too!!

“炸到”

2009-09-20T18:30:00.002+08:00

我发觉最近。。嗯。。自从degree后，经常都说一句话
“炸到”（bomb!!!)
zha dao。。我也不懂从几时开始这两个字不断游走在我嘴边。。哈哈。。
ok lo..闲来无事做就上 google打了“炸到”两字，希望可以查出它的真正来源。。
结果找不到，什么都没有。。
很想向一些不懂这词汇的朋友解释当中的意思，但请原谅我的华文程度有限。。
不如参考一下的IQ题吧。。。(先别看答案）

(Q)
1.偷什么不犯法？
2.糖果是公的还是母的？为什么？
3.阿美长得丑，却有2个帅哥为了她大打出手，为什么呢？
4.什么事你明明没有做，却有受罚？
5.什么东西比细菌小？
6.身份证掉了怎么办？
7.小学到大学要念多久？
8.白兔妹妹拒绝斑马哥哥的爱，为什么？
9.猩猩最讨厌什么线？
10.什么动物敲2下会死？

(A)

1.偷笑

2.母的，因为它会生蚂蚁

3.因为输的人要娶她

4.功课

5.细菌的孩子

6.弯下腰，捡起来就可以了

7.大约一秒就可以了，如果你念得快的话......

8..因为白兔妹妹认为有文身的是坏人!

9.平行线，因为没有相交(香蕉)

10。不懂

大家有什么感觉？？？除了有点冷之外，我知道。。
是不是有种很想打爆出题人的脸。。和一种很可笑的感觉？？？
那。。。就是“炸到”啦。。。

谢谢大家。。。

我们结婚吧！！

2009-09-20T12:57:00.006+08:00

无意中在朋友（Rae)的Fb发现了个短片。。一个浪漫的求婚过程，看了那段片觉得还挺浪漫的，搞到我都有点像结婚的念头，哈。。也顺便看了其它相关的咯。。
以下这个是我个人喜爱啦。。也算不上什么浪漫，就真的觉得。。。
“那男的真的花了不少钱”。。哈哈

看完了是否觉得自己也是时候嫁娶了咧？？哈。。
不妨到这个网站看看吧。。
http://willyoumarryme2010.blogspot.com/
祝福别人也让别人祝福你。。。

Money??Post??

2009-09-18T13:47:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone..share a good news with u all here..
ha..
My blog..tis 1 la..我呼吸。我感觉。我存在 ar..
start 2 earn money d...hahaha..
feel great huh???though is just RM 0.25 ..ha..even can't buy a drink..but it make me soooo excited for half an hour..haha
(Its very hard to me to stay in excited state for half an hour,even stephen chow's movie oso can't make it)..
haha..but after the 黄金半小时..i start to think of something..
izit wat i'm goin to post next..still follow my will,my mood or just for the purpose of earning money???though its still far away for me to think of such qns as we will just get pay when reach 50 bucks..
I duno..I stunned..
but suddenly something pull me back to "the earth"..
Tat is..i'm nt able to post some big news..critical issue..politics o bla bla bla...
i'm just a young man who face laptop and lecture notes everyday( lecture notes is just for exam period)..
so..is nothing much worth to worry..
I will continue post wat i wan to post..tats all..

温馨小提示:
back to "the earth" 的意思是 “回到现实"
这是我在一部港剧，前一阵子很火红的港剧学到的。。
《绝代商娇》听过吧？？
没看过的朋友不妨去看看，是部值得推荐的戏剧。。
假如看了也没发觉有这句“返来地球先”。。欢迎你找我算帐！！！
haha..just kidding..

Hei,ming yang..i copy this image frm ur blog ar..hope you dun mind oo...hehe...

I will get back "YOU" soon...

2009-09-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD...now i just realize that i din update for 1 month more..war..seems like goin to be a dead blog ..
Here i'm gona say sori for those who viewing my blog frequently to view my update, (although is only myself i think)..ha..recently i'm very very busy with final exam,this is the only reason for no new post here..

4 papers down..2 more to go..wic are on 25th and 26th of September..
i think it is meaningless for me to discuss about my final o express my anger on exam here..
all past..face the fact is what i should do now and strive for the next...

For my friend..Mr. Bayau..
very SORI ler..i had forget to wish you on ur b.day..
who ask you born in exam period ar???haha...jkjk..
anyway...happy b.day yar...all the best oo..
i can't be kheng kuan to gv a kiss to you as you are too high for me..
my SEXY lips can't reach your face..ha...
but also dun ask me to kiss your lower part of body..
it VUI...
"heal my hurt with your....."haha...great phrase...

29th o 30th will back to hometown d..
its fast ..damn fast..as i had past my 1st year 1st semester..
I'm regret that i'm nt appreaciate the time ..
Should i change my study style??
Its no more should or shouldn't...it is a MUST for me to change it..
or else i will only pass my undergraduate programme meaningless...

This time of exam really make me lost my confidence...

Ah mee said:"the yk i knw in foundation go where d?"
here i'm goin to tell you..mee,and also everyone of you...

I will get back my Confidence soon...very very soon..

白日梦

2009-08-12T19:48:00.003+08:00

我是多么想。。无时无刻地想。。。

有了----〉〉〉

我就可以买下我的 dream car --->>>

载着我的性感女神...wowow...--->>>

去我最爱的海滩。。。---〉〉〉

品尝着让人忘了痛楚地饮料----〉〉〉

人生快乐之极莫过于此了。。哈哈哈哈。。

EPL

2009-08-12T18:50:00.005+08:00

Wow...

For all football's fans..is it you all can't wait for this Saturday ??
The new season of English Premier League (EPL) is ready to make us crazy ..
First game will be my most favourite team
Chelsea V.S Hull City
15 August 12.45am
Everyone, let me introduce you all a website about football here

http://fantasy.premierleague.com/

I just made my team, used all my credits to buy the players..haha..

Actually i'm not so pro in football, i just simply choose those players that i know to be a member of my team. Any opinion??
I can change it anytime as long as i got credit for player's transfer..
so..dun hesitate to let me know ur opinion about which 1 is better...

No Idea For Title

2009-08-07T16:00:00.003+08:00

Today is ...Week 10 of study in Utar ..my first year , first semester..
err..
let me say something about my study life in tis campus..ha..
actually..the most we did in lecture class..is hv a nap..a deeply nap..just like tis..

ha..this photo is taken by ah mee..
Yes!this is our fluid mechanic class..actually..all are slp 1..jz 3 of us faster den them lie on d table oni..haha..
sometimes..i felt tat i'm very useless ..
sleep..blow water..just like tat,
anyway,i know studies is important..
i will add oil..

Week 10 edy ler...
still sleep ar???
my fren told me like tat...

“就是因为week 10 了，我们才要珍惜能在班上睡觉的时间，剩下4礼拜罢了咧。。"
ha..this is wat ans by yy..
damn nice hor???..i think so..ha..
so..keep enjoying my nap in class..kaka

过马路

2009-07-22T09:34:00.002+08:00

时间是 09:35am
做完 fluid mechanic practical lab 回来。。
等下 6-7pm 考数学。。
还不想读。。等下吧。。
在过去的一个星期里，嗯。。还不错，蛮多事情发生的，但真的很懒得写出来。。
但今天咧，有件事想分享的。。就是过马路。。
每一天我都会经历“过马路”这过程。。我想每个人都一样，除了宅男女咯。。
其实这只是一个不以为意的过程。。我也不懂干嘛今天当我过马路时脑海里跑出了那么多想法

今早的我很累，可能昨晚睡不着的关系吧。。所以走起路来也挺懒散的，哈。。但没办法，我搭的是07：15am的巴士，等到电梯来，迟了，所以唯有走快点吧。。
说到快，我朋友还比我快咧，都不懂他怎么走的。。
就当要过马路时。。可能是因为我走慢的关系，我就先过了。。走啊走。。我回头看了他，他还在原地等着机会过马路。。离我的距离还挺远的。。
我低了头，想了想。。哈。。原来走得快不代表会早到目的地的。。

坦白说，人生也还挺像过条大马路。。
最重要是做捉紧机会，把握时机，想要得到的都可以得到。。
走得比别人快就好比拼得比人多一点。。很多人都一样，只顾着拼命地工作或读书，忽略了周遭而失去了很多对自己有利的机会。。

其实在我们快不往前走时，不妨看看四周，必要时放慢步伐，这样才可以过马路啊。。
也当然这只发生在没有睡不醒的大前提下。。

不管我们的步伐比人快与否，脑袋比人聪明与否，起步比人迟与否。。
重要的就是知道自己要什么，捉住了机会，一切都不是问题。。
当然，自己还是得做好准备。。
就像起身，刷牙，冲凉，吃杯面。。哈。。
这样。。"机会"来到,你才有机会握住它....

简单=开心

2009-07-21T18:00:00.003+08:00

我的生活很简单。。
很平凡。。
这已经足够让我微笑了。。
因为我是幸福的。。。

2009-07-10T15:19:00.003+08:00

Hei guys..

i'm going to share a song that i like it much recently with you all..

<<<黑裙子>> by 张芸京...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PfoZbZ6OYSY

Thanks + Annoucement

2009-07-10T14:50:00.003+08:00

Thx God for arranged a lot of 贵人 around me...
since last week...i had lost my calculator, student's ID, laser mouse..
my handphone spoilt smore...haiz..

Well,here i'm going to thank for those frens who help me a lot..
Thanks to Boon for lending me his handphone for 2 weeks time..
Thanks to Kah Fai for giving me his extra calculator...(help me save about 50 bucks)
Thanks to Cheng Yong for helping me found my laser mouse outside the practical lab..
Thanks to Wei Kian for helping me found my student's ID...
Thanks to Yang Yang for teaching me about CAD assignment...without him..i really can't submit d assignment...
Thanks to Wei Cin for printing her assignment for me as backup though this action is risky...but finally i use myself one la...and today she remind me to take my handfree.....
Thanks to my roomate,Cheat Meng ...for helping me a lot in computer and printing stuff...

War...after thanks them..i just noticed that..
Why I careless like hell??
Haiz...all suppose shouldn't be happen if I take more concern to my things...
Wat to do??be careful next time la....

This week ...nothing special..
just hv a good news wanna share wit u all here..
that is..
UTAR Music Club Setapak Campus goin to hv vocal class start from week 6..(this week)
every wednesday...2pm to 5pm..
plan 2 see see next week...if ok..can join it to learn more about music..

Annoucement
Hello, all my frens...
sori that i had lost ur contact num..
please do not hesitate let me know your number thru here..
o kindly send me a message..
my contact number is still the same
017-4827586...
thanks a lot....

你说...

2009-07-07T00:34:00.002+08:00

你说：“假如一天你消失了，我会傻掉！”
你说：“都是你不好！为什么当初不要！”
你说: “假如你是我男朋友就好了！”
你说：“我信得过你”
坦白说。。当我听到这一切时，都不懂该给你什么反应。。心里面只能很开心地对你说谢谢。。
谢谢你一直陪伴着我，也可以说是我们陪伴对方吧。。
不要伤心了。。一切都会过去的。。放心吧！好好等开学啦你。。
也许当初我真的做错了决定。。对不起。。如果不是我，今天你也不会那么痛苦了。。
没关系啦，我会陪着你的。。放心吧。。

别了，白发。。

2009-06-28T11:28:00.004+08:00

“怡康，做么事你？白头发多很多咧。。想太多啊？？"..
最近这句话常在我耳边围绕着啊。。
"什么？反射啦。。"
“没有想东西啊。。最近都过得蛮不错”
哎，你以为我不懂咩？只是不想正面回答而已嘛。。其实也真的没想什么。。只是每天都想把自己搞得很累，好让一躺下去就入眠。。没有的话，又要看着天花板了。。

压力吗？？我想是吧。。有时还真的蛮羡慕我的室友的，总是抱着船到桥头自然直的态度。哈。。
听上去这态度挺不该，但有时候做人何必让自己活得那么紧凑呢？紧绷着脸的挺辛苦的。。
所以，很多时候我都对着电脑说话，搞到室友都问我，哈。。
听上去有点变态，但。。自言自语有时候还挺特别的咧，跟人说话，说多错多，跟自己说话就不会有这担忧啦。。
不过，我是因为和人说太多了，要缓和下自己，才对着电脑说话的。。哈。。
别想太多了啦。。
白发自然不会生。。

A healthy lifestyle

2009-06-28T11:19:00.002+08:00

Ha..okok..wat means by a healthy lifestyle??
let me explain to you wat i'm practicing on tis weekend..

1. Wake up at 9.00am..go for swimming...
2. 10am..have my light breakfast..(but,izit light??) 2 hotdogs..maggi mee and an egg..
3. start online...listening to song..
4. about 2pm, study for about half an hour..
5. chat with my roomate..chor di a while..if gt time..mayb i will go for gym..
6. at nite,dinner..and blow water with frens..
7. 10pm..lie on my bed..sleep tight...

everyone...see!!this is so called healthy lifestyle la..
teenagers..pls learn it..
kaka

Annoucement..

2009-06-26T15:14:00.003+08:00

24th June 2009..
certified..my handphone was died..
i had lost all my contact number..
nw i'm using my fren's handphone..W910i again..waiting for my new hp next month 4th ..
for those who msg me ..pls provide wit ur name..cuz i duno who r u ..sori for all the inconvinience..

Crazy father's day..

2009-06-21T15:43:00.006+08:00

Father's day..we suppose to be on our father's side,rite???
but..sori papa..i'm here to say sorry to you due to i can't celebrate wit u tis year..
2 years edy..i'm nt on ur side...
hope u can forgive me and i will never forget to wish my u "Happy Father's Day"..
Though i nt b ur side..bt i know u can feel me when received the msg that i sent to u with a broken W910i..
ha...anyway..
爸,一定要天天开心，健健康康，想我多点啦。。哈。。

Well,talk about my title first..
last night we really had a crazy night...
can u all imagine that 6 fellas..chat non-stop about 10 hours????
yet,we done it...
from dinner to breakfast...i really can't imagine hw much sentences..hw much topics we had chat...
i think we able to make a new record..
"Chat non-stop for 10 hours"...
sure nobody can break this..

Seriously,i really nit to thank for my buddies here..
accompany me in a cold lonely night..
have fun together..
owez be my side..
especially for those gals are juz knew in last month..u all are so nice to me..suppose i shud be new to u all..yet,we seems like 10 years frens edy..ha..thank kuan ,siew mun and leng..

oh ya,Friday night..i went to yoong yang's house..err...a friendly and nice friend..i just make know of him last week..i think..
ha..went to his big big house in Sg.Long...
we sing k thr...my throat is getting worst after that night..
but,the feeling is not so good..
since they all are oledy a gang of frens for 1 year..though they treat me nice..but i think i will prefer not to go thr alone..
luckily,i gt cheat meng and kah fai around me..ha..
actually, the main purpose i went to Sg.Long is bcz of Kah Fai asked me to go his house..
sing k???just an excuse...
den Saturday..went to Cheng Yong's house..located in Cheras..
so nice to be thr..
like..jamming thr..
but too bad..my guitar is worst den a beginner..i only can jam wit my vocal..ha..
too bad again..as wat i said just nw..my throat was hurt..
next time la..brother..i sure go to find u again..n jam together 1..
hehe
die lo..no revision...no exercise at all these two days..err..nono..is tis week..
but i'm tired now..6.30 just sleep..hw can stand it??i'm exhausted...seriously exhausted for this crazy weekend...

地铁

2009-06-13T14:55:00.003+08:00

好久没用华文来写部落格了。。
已经在退步当中，我真的好差。。
自从来了KL，地铁已不再陌生了。。去哪都需要它。。

很喜欢在搭地铁时看看行人们的表情，他们的一举一动。。
上班族总是带着忧郁的表情站着或坐着。。不多说一句。。
aunt 们呢。。就总是说不停。。
出去游玩的呢。。总是和身边的朋友有说有笑。。

有时在想。。在一个那么小的空间，每个人搭地铁的心情都不同。。
怎么不会来个互相影响呢？？
互相调剂一番。。
快乐的把快乐送给忧郁的。。
精力十足的把一半的精力送给疲惫的。。
哈。。废话！！

情侣们总是依依不舍。。
彼此在不同的站。。不同的街邂逅，有时真的挺伤感的。。
当那响着下一站将要停时，他总会捉住她的手说‘小心，到家了让我知道’。。
虽然只是小小的叮咛，但没有人晓得下一秒会有什么发生。。也许他她不会再有搭地铁的可能？也许彼此不会再见了？？
搭着同一架同一节地铁，已经是种缘分了，彼此依偎着。。珍惜着短短的几十分钟，也许那已经很足够，很美好了。。

假设他她分手了，独自搭乘地铁时，还会不会想起与对方的点滴呢？？应该也很想知道对方在搭地铁是否会想起自己吧。。
也许现在的她在列车的某一节上演当时和他的情节。。。
凭一种男人的直觉，踏上地铁时他总会四周观看。。很想看到她还是一个人在搭着这班伤心地铁。。
可能这班地铁对她来说已经不算什么。。
但对他来说却是多么地重要。。

“很清楚知道我们的过去已不会重现。。
很明白今夜起的每一夜，我将独自承受这残缺。。
是多么地伤心欲绝当列车停止在你每次下的那条街。。”

Alone..

2009-06-13T14:42:00.003+08:00

Sori xiang xian n da jie...
i ffk d..
next time jz go pj find u all la...k??i'm tired..
Well..alone at home is quite nice for me..i enjoy stay alone..
jz nw went out wit leng..had lunch together..
met chin wee they all..look at me wit a weird expression...???no idea..

hmm..wat i goin 2 do later ??
no idea again..
jz follow my mood..

Wats happening to d weather??
haze again ..make me blur..make me sorethroat...
y burn the forest again??haiz..Earth is sicking nw..pls dun ruin HIM ..
we just will b the one who suffer for it...

Please Save the Earth..
No more pollution...
Please Save the World..
No more battle..

hmm...hope cheng yong do well in today's performance..
n hope my voice can recover soon as last time,i can't sing nw...haiz..

New Life

2009-06-05T21:06:00.004+08:00

Emo man..
all my frens are damn emo recently..
can i knw the reason??
xiang xian..fumule..wow..
hei bro..dun b like tat ..try 2 think about us..our "sweet memory"..u all will feel better..
ha..jz cheer up..friendship in my heart...ha..

Well,let me talk about my new life in a damn crowded environment--->Setapak.
First..about my house..METROVIEW condo in Wangsa Maju..
basically is quite gd for all aspects..gt swimming pool here..d house is quite ok since is 1 o 2 years condo..gym room with only 5 machines..haha..no more..
jz my room..sucks bcz of d fan..spoilt 1 man...hw can i survive without a fan in room????Oh Shit..

i felt that everything was chg since i move 2 here...
my lifestyle..
my emotion..
my social's circle..
my skul's life..
is indeed nit some time 2 let me adapt the changes..
haiz..
everyday jz "keep in touch" wit UTAR bus..i miss the time walk to skul in PJ..
bt anyway, "This is life "..ha..tis is a new phrase i learn frm a new fren ..she owez said such phrase in front of us..
hmm...count n c 1st..frm the 1st skul day until nw..i oledy make know about 6 new frens here..
i owez proud of my socialize technique...kaka
but my gang last time was broke edy..we can only join when d break time..haiz..

Degree is really no more joke around..
everyone is damn serious in class...wat to do??the sucks lecturer only know to read follow the slide.
hei ..ah pek..we can read it by ourselves too la..pls explain more detail la..hw we can take d exam wit tis kind of teaching method oo??no wonder my fren said every semester..thr is a lot of student fail.."Fluid mechanic,"Thermodynamic For Engineering" ..u both totally killing me slowly..

7 subjects wit 17 credit hours..is hard to concentrate indeed..the oni wat can i do is try my best..
i dun wanna second upper anymore..1st class is jz near 2 me..i sure will exceed it..gv me some time la..

ok..stop at here..
all my friends..cheer up n strive for ur dream..ur target..
effectualize wat u want wit ur own effort..
dun b emo..dun b unhappy..everything will past soon..
i love you all....

That's all

2009-05-11T14:52:00.003+08:00

Update la..update la..
tis is wat my frens keep telling me..
actually..
i felt tat i'm changed nowadays...
A lots of things..ideas,thinking in my mind,but..is oledy hard for me 2 share wit u all...
i wish to do that..but i unable to do that..sorry...
Anyway..
mayb a minute later i will chg my mind??who knows?
Ok..
3rd day in hometown..ntg to do..but tis is the vacation's style that i want..
a relax,comfortable,joyful vacation...is nice indeed huh??its totally jealous by my form six's frens i think..haha..they are busy everyday..even Sunday also gt extra classes..haiz..

yesterday was mother's day..
Here,i'm goin 2 wish my mom happy mother's day...hehe
but is no chance for me 2 celebrate father's day ..mum and dad's b.day tis year...haiz..
ntg 2 speak again nw.
i really needs a girlfriend nw i think..to turn me back into the past.. who r extrovert..bt i'm nt introvert nw..i still enjoying hang out wit frens..
mayb extrovert for my heart is needed..
i'm goin 2 b a hard understanding person like "you" soon.. ha

Goodbye...

2009-04-19T19:39:00.001+08:00

PJ life comes to the end..
is the time we say goodbye..
I really enjoy a happy and good time wit u all..thx a lot.
Tayshawn, is hard for me 2 say goodbye to u too..u r indeed a kind n friendly person,thx god for make we both as friend..hehe..wish u all the best in future..kampar damn bored 1..rmb always come back 2 visit me oo..
Goodbye Bernice..u goin 2 kampar soon..hope u enjoy d studies life thr la..muz learn hw 2 ride a bicycle oo..
Goodbye Yeong Sheng(PK)..wat means by PK..is nt pokai,is Porn King..haha
Our TD 6 porn king nit 2 go kampar d..all d best la man, u really a nice person ever i met before..
To my future housemate n roomate..
Cheat Meng..thx u for take care of me..ha..u r our papa..
Yong Hui..dun wear green shirt anymore la..chg style la..pls..haha..

For others TD6 members..
goodbye Kah Fai..u really a genius..but sometimes u r too naive ...think before u speak la...rmb ar..haha..anyway,u r a damn cute person..i like to talk wit u..
Xiang Xian..haiz..brother..stop clubbing d la..concentrate on ur studies la..dun repeat again ar..
cheng yong,hope can learn guitar from you...n meet someone in setapak la..dun find Malays yar..ha
Yiren,Amithaba..the Budha who like to joke..ha..take care owez and dun everytime overslept until skip d classes ..
Jit Seng,keep doin wat u like la..maintain ur athlete body..rmb be careful when doin all these stuffs..
Desmond,stop bombing pls..i dun think d new frens u meet in Setapak can stand on ur "bombing" technique like us..hahahaha...anyway,i will miss it ...
Ah Mee,wish u all the best and become more n more beautiful lar..hehe..
Ying Xin,wish u can be good wit ur han ming ger lo..
Rae,thanks a lot for u as u r really a nice gal who is the first one be nice wit me at here..
Mun Mun,nothing to say..stay cute la..hehe..slow motion gal..
Wei Chin..yo brother..ha..i really treat u as man already,anyway..i think u dun mind..right?
Siu Man..dun nit worry anymore lo u as u no nit stay in d same class wit me d..no ppl will make fun of you anymore...kaka

For those who i didn't mentioned the name..sori for that,u r my fren who in my heart too.
Goodbye all..
Really appreaciate the 1 year time spent wit u all..
its a memorable and meaningful part of my life..
TD6..bye bye...

Sorry

2009-04-14T19:56:00.005+08:00

No others else, just wanna say a deeply sorry to some people

For Mummy and Dad..
I'm sorry..
Bcuz when i'm a baby,i was weak and sick always..sori to let u both worry..worry i unable to grow up anymore..
I'm sorry..
Bcuz when i'm in the age of puberty,i did a lot of things to let u both sad and angry. i know i had make u both felt like this son is no more hope due to i owez against wat u two said..
I'm sorry..
Bcuz i'm mature nw..i'm no longer act as last time..i know u two feel happy that i know to take care of myself and won let u both worry anymore..bt still sori i can't always be ur side..

For my best friend..
I'm sorry..
that i'm nt care of you always..u knw.. as brother is shy 2 open mouth n show my care to u..but u are always in my heart..

For my secondary school friends..
I'm sorry..
Mayb bcuz of the distance..many of us are getting less contact..there is less chance for us to meet up..but d one i appreaciate, i will always keep in my heart..

For my first love, my ex and the gal who love me before..
I'm sorry..
I can't effectualize what i had promised to you at last time..you are the one i miss ever
I'm sorry..
Mayb i treat you is nt so gd..or mayb we have no fate..or mayb this is our destiny..i also duno y i 1na say sorry to u..ha
I'm sorry..
You are the one i really wanna say sorry to..sorry for hurt you so much times..sorry for make u waiting for me so many years..sorry for i can't give you anything..sorry for everything i had did on you..Sorry...

For the gang of friends now..
I'm sorry..
If sometimes i have too much things to say..
I'm sorry..
If i hurt you in words..i'm nt purposely..

For my group members..
I'm sorry..
If my "assignment face" really scared you all..
I'm sorry..
If sometimes my bad tempered make u all unhappy..
I'm sorry..
If i said something too directly and hurt u all..i just telling the truth..sometimes i really can't hide it..

2009-04-05T18:32:00.002+08:00

helo all..
long time din shout here d..ha
A lot of things happened recently..
1st thing..
last 2 days..Friday, my W910i had dropped into MURNI toilet bowl...
all is ah boon la..keep on calling me,haiz..
without wasting a second..i quickly take it out from d dirty,full of urine and....shit shit toilet bowl..ha
at tat moment,d only word came out from my mouth is oni "SHIT" ..
is not "SHIT" for the ....."Contaminant" of my phone..
is "SHIT" for ..haiz,i need to waste money again...
but i felt i'm so lucky, d phone still can using nw after d whole day of drying period..hehe

1 more thing i 1na mention is, tat day we broke record..
4 persons..chat from 7.45pm until 1.14am...
its crazy man..
4 of us meet up on the next day again,we 4 sorethroat d..hehe

Shinjuku Incident..haiz..
dissapointed wit tis movie that starring by Jackie Chan and Daniel Wu..
no word to describe tis movie..
if u 1na spend ur time but dun 1 be alone..watch tis movie in cinema ba...
nono..sori,is nt spend ur time..is suppose to be waste ur time..

2mr presentation of management..no preparation of it..
Tuesday presentation of drama..oh no..anxiety..
but its fun i think..drama,is jz for us 2 play..dun nit to be too anxious..
kk..tats all..
need 2 hv dinner nw..i'm hungry..
bye bye

Tagged by ying..

2009-03-28T17:32:00.004+08:00

Starting time: 0541pm
Name: Yi Kang

Sisters: 2

Brothers: None

Shoes size: 7 or 8

Height: 167cm (i think so...ha)

Where do you live: I live in Kulim,Kedah..but stay in PJ nw

Favourite drink: Sky juice

Favourite breakfast: Half boiled egg...

Have You Been on a plane: Yup

Swam in the ocean: i wish to do it when there is a chance

Fallen asleep in school: Yup..but is getting less nowadays..

Broken some one's heart: i think ..............no idea....hah

Fell of your chair:When i'm a kid..

Sat by all night waiting for someone to call: All night??nono...

Saved e-mails: no...

What is your room like: no idea..

What's right beside you: water..and liang cha as well as mouse..ha

What's the last thing you ate: Kon Lo Mee...wit 3 wantans..

Ever had chicken pox: Yes

Sore throat: yes

Stitches: No..

Broken nose: No...gt running nose la...ha

Do you believe in love at first sight: that one is nt love...is jz a good feeling..

Like picnics: not bad..actually

Who was the last person you danced with:i think is long time ago...

Last made you smile: No smile today...

You last yelled at: nothing...

TODAY DID YOU

Talk to someone you like: no..

Kissed anyone: no..

Get sick: a bit...

Talked to an ex: Yup...msn nw...

Miss someone: YES

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no..

What's under your bed: nothing....

Who do you really hate: no one...

What time is it now: 0551

Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Exactly yes

Do you have any siblings: Yes

Do you want children: i will..

Do you smile often: No..bt i'm laught often..haha

Do you like your handwriting: is ok..that is my style..

Are your toenails painted: no..

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: a lot...

Color shirt are you wearing: no wearing shirt nw..

What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: sleeping...yday skipped class..ha

I can't wait to: do wat i 1na do...

When did you cry last: cry..long time ago...tear...oso long time ago..ha

Are you a friendly person: Sure...

Do you have any pets: No..dun like pets..

Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Far far away..

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: errr..........duno

Do you sleep with the TV on: No...long time din face TV

What are you doing now: Typing..and thinking..

Can you handle the truth: Depends..

Are you closer to mother or father: Both...

How many people can you say you've really loved: 4..i think..2 of them is still loving ..my parents

Do you eat healthily: Definitely..not...

Have you ever cried because something someone said to you: err...secret..

How often do you go to church: went thr 2 times b4

If you're having a bad day,who are you most likely to go to: no one...

Are you loud or quiet most of the time: depends...

Are you confident: YUP

THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO
-damn a lot...

THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY
>err..having my dinner..watch movie..doin assignment..sleep

PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
Sweet and comfort home~*.*

Recently..

2009-03-08T17:52:00.002+08:00

The only purpose i write this post is jz for those friends who view me know wat i'm doin in recently..
I'm fine...always..ha..thank you..

Hm..din plan to talk about studies today..
studies is jz bored..but,study life is damn nice..ha..at least i won gt bored like hell n sit down face my cold laptop for whole day..

Last 2 days which is Friday,together wit my gang..went to Setapak to view house..is condo actually..cuz Mr.Yk is goin to move to Setapak in May..a new place for me,tat strange feel as the 1st day i stay in PJ come again..bt this time is different,a lot of friends are bside me...ha
quite good environment of Metroview which is located in Wangsa Maju...
Like tat lo..oh no,i haven send d picture to Rae..

Jacky Cheung..u really the god of sing..
U make me crazy of your live show..(even jz watch d live concert video)
damn regret i din go for his concert in 2007...tat time bz prepared SPM..
Nvm..even u mayb won hv live tour anymore...bt i hope can witness your live musical play..
You Come Come Come..i wish..ha

Long time dun go sing k d,haiz..
A lot of songs i wanna sing..
hehe..
suddenly hv nothing to write d..
duno y..i felt that we will gt more less n less interest in something when the period of conducting is getting longer,for me..blogging is one of that..i know many of you also think like this..ha,bt i still will continue be a blogger as here is a place that let me express emo o ideas..
Haiz..wanna upload photo also lazy ar..
can't deny it..Libra is really the most lazy horoscope among 12 zodiac sign..haha

我终于失去了你

2009-02-16T01:43:00.002+08:00

好累的一天,原本是该睡个好觉的..
但..想起了你..叫我真的没办法入眠..

刚刚打给了她..说了好多..正经的,废话的..毕竟我们也一段时间没真正聊过了..她很好,从谈话中感觉到最近的她还挺不错的..
在一切都那么和谐的气氛下..她问出个问题
"你...是不是有些问题没问我??"

"你认为有这个必要吗?我不好意思问你啊..."
不是不好意思..只是我没资格再过问你的什么...
电话断线了,可能应该像你所说的,转去用postpaid会更好..但,我想没这必要了!

"你想问什么啊??"..她的信息里透露出她迫不及待想让我知道些什么...
过了两封吧..我问了
"那天那男的是谁?"..从那天遇见你后,我真的真的不想去问这问题..我害怕你的答案,更害怕如何去面对这答案..

"男友"..我知道这是你想要让我知道的..

我痛了..这久违的感觉从新回到我的心上..
我没流泪,只是它在眼中绕了几圈..
我找不到任何一个伤心的理由...
是我叫你去寻找幸福..
是我用尽千百万个理由让你对我死心..
你做到了,我应该高兴的,不是吗??
原来我只不过是个装伟大的家伙!!!

之后也只有继续做好伟人的角色,祝你幸福..
心里面却是多么渴望你像以前那样试探我,好让我更紧张我们这模糊不清的关系
在那30几分钟..你跟我说只要遇到喜欢的就去追, 别让幸福白白溜走..
我还是用回以前的那句应你...
我想我这想法曾经也让你痛了心吧....

但,我却忘了告诉你,你一直在我心中..
4 年了..幸好有你一路陪伴着我..也该是时候做个了断了..
我依然还是那句应你的话!!
但..我对自己许下了承诺..
只要我遇到了喜欢的,我不会再犹豫..不会再考虑太多..我会跟着爱情最初的那份冲动去寻找我的下一段精彩故事...

而你..那就这样吧!!愿你幸福..真的很谢谢这些年你对我的用心..你不是我的女友,却比女友让我深刻的多..

我终于失去了你,在一个宁静的夜晚...

说不出的告别

2009-02-09T22:49:00.002+08:00

回程的飞机滑进了无边的天际

一样的天气两种心情

装满回忆的行李留在原地是爱的纪念品

这一趟旅行写完了故事的结局

没有惊叹句没有疑问句

如果我不够坚定喊出了你的名字

打破沉默的僵局我该说对不起还是称心如意

我远远看着你保持着安全的距离

却有个声音在我心里挣扎着要出去从你眼睛看不出你是否找到新恋情

那抹忧郁刺痛着我不可能忘记

我说服我自己没有我你会更顺心

可能你已经云淡风轻当我是个曾经

是不甘心还是依然爱着你

在告别之后让它随风去。。。

Self-accusation

2009-02-08T11:40:00.002+08:00

I'm self-accusation..i'm blaming myself..y i careless like tis hell..
Din see d qns??tis is d response of my fren..my mum....sisters when i told them..
Yup..no doubt about it at all..i really din see d qns at all during d exam..until chit meng had told me tat.

Haiz..my A had gone..A- gone too..
I keep on convince myself 4gt about it...
I keep on telling myself dun blame 2 much on myself anymore..
n i promise tat tis is my last time did tis kind of mistake..

Ok,forget about it..we can't back to the past..jz accept it..
Start thinking wat can i do in 2 weeks such short holidays in hometown..
Bt,b4 tat...i'm goin to Jogoya..to enjoy my enrich n delicious(i think lar..) dinner wit yong hui..mou mou..n their roomate..ha
Jogoya man,is a high expenditure place 4 me..100++ per person...
if thr is no coupon...sure i won go for it at this moment..

long time din play guitar edy,i almost 4gt whr is d chord oledy,cz i'm jz a beginner last time..nw worst den beginner..swt swt..

Only left a 7 weeks short semester..
i will say goodbye to my foundation studies..
will seperate wit my gang..we will persue our own dream,our own courses,join wit another group of buddies...
bt i think,we still can like nw if we have a hang out or yamcha oftenly..

Only wat can i say is..
珍惜每一次的相聚，珍惜每一次的相遇，
亲情，友情，爱情，都是可贵的，
至少每一次的珍惜都是值得我们回味。。在一个陌生孤独的未来。。

MY 2 weeks in hometown..

2009-02-02T12:33:00.002+08:00

haiz..no taking many photo during cny period..tis is wat i repentant..
hm..back kulim..see a lot of my old frens..bt..still a lot thr i can't meet..sori,i lack of time..i nit 2 back here for d sucks final exam..

cut a short short hair n dye it..ha..
2day when i go skul..many ppl said i chg a lot..
is jz hairstyle n colour oni wat..chg a lot 1 is yong hui lar..haha
anyway,thx a lot for those who praise me..

tis final exam,honestly..i hv no confident at all to get better den last sem..
2 weeks in hometown..jz 3 days lik tat touched my lecture notes..
no do past year..no revise tutorial oso..
ha..geng,i dun 1na forced myself to study those things while others are bz prepare for d celebration of cny..whr gt mood oo?

2009..a lucky beginning year for me..won 200++ from gamble
hope my luck will continue throughout tis year n watever i do will 顺顺利利...
haha

actually a lot of things i 1na express..bt..is 2 much,is better for me 2 keep in mind...hah
laziness is d oni reason...
15th Feb..back hometown by filght..wow..damn cheap,juz RM 37.50 oni..
back thr to call my frens hang out again...

Hope in d niu year....
1)All my family n my frens n those who i love n those who love me happy everyday,stay health,all d best...

2)All d things i wish 2 do hope can complete in tis year...

tats all..hehe..still left phy,chem,public speaking,math,programming test waiting for me...
on9 1st lar..study at nite lar..haha..

Last day of 2008

2009-01-02T19:14:00.003+08:00

HA..2008 past d...19 edy..walao,damn fast..is near to 20 edy..
wat i did in d last nite of 2008 ??
clubbing in sanctuary..the curve thr..
2gether wit xiangxian( a frequent clubber)..yh..tayshawn(mou mou)...yong sheng n his bro, and chit meng...7 persons..
tat day..spent 80 on tis activity..actually is jz ok for me..i'm nt a addicted clubber..
tayshawn is damn high tat nite..
he dance n sing non-stop for almost 4 hours...ha

hm..lik tat lo..gt knw a gal from THE ONE in Sunway thr d..her fren is drunk n faint tat nite.walao..b4 countdown lo,oledy vomit till whole clothes wet + dirty..haiz,luckily is fren bhind..if nt sure 'high' d...haha

ntg much to write..ha
oh ya..watched ip man..wow..such a great movie..like it much..
ha..tat yh purposely dun 1 go 2 watch n watch d wat damn movie..bed time story wor..
haha..finally he is regret..deserve it..
ha

ok la..
happy 2009

Almost done...

2008-12-23T19:49:00.002+08:00

Aiyo...die oo..today chem test,damn worse ar..scared by phy lecturer smore..average jz 17 marks oni..means...almost all fail lo??
ha..nvm lar..as long as i oledy tried my best,bt..i deem tat tis time phy test 2 is easier den 1st 1 ler..dun u all think too???

hehe..nw,jz left 2 more tests n 1 more assignment within 1 week time.. i'm exhausted edy..i juz 1na fin it as fast as possible...
2mr is xmas eve ler...i think tis year no more countdown in crowded places d lo..damn crowded n dangerous in sg.wang thr..

hei..all my old frens..u all so syok lar..bbq at beach..is a dream for me..
if hv a gf bside me..bbq at beach..look at d star 2gether..Wow..such a nice nice nice thing...
enjoy oo..

Nw i feel tat ,mayb tat day i juz hv some illusion o misconception..actually,i'm nt so like u as i think b4...haha..i start to realize tat..u might nt d gal tat i'm goin to find..
o mayb, i dun hv gut confess 2 u?? duno....contradiction..sad case...

Whenever the CNY is coming soon..my homesick is getting serious n serious..
i wanna eat..kou rou..
i wanna buy 年货..
i wanna buy new clothes...
i wanna hv more income...
and d most important 1...
i wanna see my family for a more long time..
everytime i back home,sure gt difference 1...tis time CNY back home..is to see d new LCD bought by papa..ha..amplifier, 4 speakers..subwoofer..1 VCD player ..2 DVD players..astro..
老豆..u really goin to make our living room like k-room d...haha

2 more days..xmas..
8 more days..new year..
34 more days..CNY..
time past so fast as....bla bla bla...duno hw 2 describe d speed oso ar..

A qns i will owez ask myself..wat u have done in tis year???
tis year..i will ans tat..
2008 is d most special year among d 18 years i had past..

I had bcame single early of the year..
I had c0me to a new life in Pj ..
I had enjoy my stress bt joyful uni life ..
I had make a lot of new frens..
I had bcame more mature..
I had miss my family den last time...
I had knw tat a lot of things..gain more experience of daily life..
I had found you in tis uni..bt..nw i'm goin to let go u edy...
ha..2 much things..i duno hw 2 express by simple words..

2009..i'm coming...bb lar..my enrich 2oo8..

距离

2008-12-17T22:05:00.003+08:00

不知道什么时候开始，学会了和身边的每个人保持不同的距离。。
今晚该是个不错的夜晚，但当我问了你后，似有似无地回答着。。心酸了
是不是长久习惯了这样地和人相处，造就了今天的一切？

我想。。是吧！
我不懂如何表达想对你说的。。
我不懂如何把距离拉得近点。。
我不懂如何暗示对你的感觉。。
我不懂如何更明白你。。
好多好多的不懂，但偏偏我懂，我只是你的朋友

可能你那似有似无的回答，是对我最温柔的暗示。。
我不再像从前那么的勇敢，我怕了。。

也许我们只是彼此生命中的过客，但。。可以让我选择当一次你的下脚处吗？
舒服就住下去，不然就离开。。
哎。。想太多。。

是的，当初我应该去追求你，可是为何我选择放弃？

一个低落的夜晚，不想说话，不想唱歌，不想看书。。
只想静静地想着你。最后一次地想你。。

真想告诉你。。我是喜欢你的！但，你不会懂的啦。。就把它放在心里吧！留给下个有缘人。。哈

Oh my leg...

2008-11-25T18:02:00.002+08:00

Today play basketball wit frens in PC again..aiyo..carm lo..
me n cheng yong din wear sport shoes,our leg is damn pain ..dead epithelial..
bt..is quite fun 2day actually..haha
hmm..10 days din touch my blog d lo,haiz..no idea..wat 2 do?a lot of things 'kill' up my time..4 tests was past..bt d result...???duno..can't imagine it..i think..
mayb will hv a surprise oso..

ntg much special recently,no message,no call,no one..i oledy bcome a full-time freeman nw...
oh ya,yday ah mee b.day,haha..almost all TD6 members gv her a great surprise..bt,it's so bad,she nt like wat cess told me ..will shock until die/faint...haha..bt i'm nt hoping she will die o faint for sure..anyway,happy b.day to u oo...

fell in sick 4 days edy..won recover 1,i oso duno y..flu n sorethroat,haiz..
Especially sorethroat..really killing of me slow slowly..i can't sing..tats y i'm suffering nw..damn
i knw i needs a lot of time to get back my voice as usual..
mayb....juz like wat cheng yong told me,
"The one who hard 2 recover from sorethroat is the one who is great in singing"

Haha..such a great quote man..even i know juz a joke,bt..anyway,thx for tis extraordinary consolence..

even busy,even stressful (sometimes),even hv a lot stuffs to complete...bt i really enjoy wat i'm conducting nw,study life in uni is nt easy to get for every teenagers...

juz like small part of my frens oledy terminate their study life in UTAR..duno whr they will go,bt..no matter whr u study,whr u work..keep a right attitude is the way to get success in ur hand.

gt to have a nap nw..tats all lo...

做人

2008-11-15T12:51:00.003+08:00

一门足以影响你一辈子的高深学问，任凭你活到了一百岁，有时候都还得感叹何谓人生，何谓做人。。
让我来分享对做人的一些看法与愚见吧。。
嗯。。
圆滑圆通，不失原则
很多时候我们会看到周遭的朋友有不少的争执或一些冲突。其实，人呢。。是群体生活但个体思想的动物。就算我们多么地要好，生活在一起，意见分歧还是会产生，处理得宜得以和平共处，处理不当却会大动干戈。。
圆滑，不但能化险为夷，还可得到自己所要的。当遇上跟自己意见不等的时候，先看看这事情是否值得你去争执，你该用何等方式去争执，争执后能得到些什么，还是静静地听他人意见，还是来个隔岸观火。。哈。。
嗯，如果想表达自己的想法及原则，首先别以主观的角度出发去针对这事情做出评价，需以一个局外人的身份，客观的角度，把整件事情分析一遍，再从中参插个人的意见。。
（一可把气氛缓和，二则可叫人更容易听取自己的看法。。）

若对方依然面红耳赤地。。从新再看看是否值得你再多说下去。。若不值，一笑而过是最佳办法
（一不伤和气，二省了口气来暖肚）

做个圆通的人，可把人际关系搞好。。问题到手迎刃而解。。少了几丝烦恼。。多了几分笑容。。
以上只是做人道理中的一小部分。。大家参考参考吧。。
这样世界会和平好多好多。。。嘻嘻

本人文笔不好，见谅

Last Night

2008-11-13T19:09:00.004+08:00

Bangkok Dangerous..a movie that i watched last nite at 9.50 pm..
war...a lot of ppl in MV cinema thr lar..actually 1na watch Quantum Of Solace 1..bt,the time is nt so ..hw 2 say..nt suitable for us(gt skul 2mr mar)...hehe

den we prefer 2 watch tis movie lo..is quite gd movie in fact,juz some part of it..hmm..dun make clear of it,juz a brief explain d woman who killer's lover realize that d job of him..like tat..

i think..without it..will b better indeed..

hmm,actually last nite was a quite abnormal nite..
y ler?because of a message from a fren who really really long time no contact 1,touch me a lot..
she is my 1st love.act.
hehe..we chat chat 3 msg like tat,den she told me she gt updated her blog owez n gv me d link..
i viewed it juz nw,ha..at least her blog is better den mine 1..quite a lot 2 see thr,ha

hei,u r..i know u won 4gt me,bt u better call o msg me oftenly lo..i scare i will 4gt u ar..haha
joke lar..u know i won d..rite?

hope that we can same as last time,share happiness o watever wit each other n hv a best fren state owez..hehe..

2008-11-10T18:43:00.002+08:00

exam is coming..all my frens..aiyo..y like tat d?i haven prepared yet...UTAR..u know?
smore assignments...haiz,bt luckily..assignments of this semester are quite interesting in fact..
anyway..no matter is tests o assignments...i think..sure i can handle it well.

ha..1na start do revision on math d lo..
ga yao oo..

haiz...

2008-11-10T18:19:00.002+08:00

haiz...d time nw is..6.20 pm..
i'm very very hungry nw..aiyo..
here..i 1na share something wic happened last 2 days b4 wit u all...

after i saw d incident ..d oni wat comes from my mind is..izit KL ppl really dun hv any sympathetic???

Last 2 nites..i was in MV..in front of d washroom wait 4 my family..
den i saw a lady..who sat on a wheelchair..went 2 d toilet wic specially design for OKU(orang kurang upaya)

the door was closed..so she tried 2 open it..even used both hand 2 rotate d lock..
behind her stand a lot of ppl...

ha..tat is damn satired,nobody help her..they keep on look at her n..seems like watch real show like tat...wtf...
i can saw tat d lady was looking around 4 help..
ridiculous...thr is no one willing 2 do tat....
den i walked 2 her..n tried 2 open d door 4 her..bt thr was locked..

ha..u know y d door was locked??
thr was a woman wit her daughter inside thr in fact..haiz..
pls lar..u r a normal human..y use the toilet 4 handicap 1??dun u feel shame 2 do like tat??
those who stand bhind i think...mayb they born 2 be lack of heart..

这几天

2008-11-06T17:46:00.000+08:00

Tuesday..
as normal as what every Tuesday i do..hehe..
bt..after skul..2gether wit frens go PC play basketball..
hah
1st time go thr..never expected that d so small place thr still gt a basketball court thr..
nt bad mar..
hehe

long time no exercise edy lar..damn tired n juz shoot in 4 balls oni..
so zha..
bt the game let me und. a very important thing...wic is..enjoy d process while we conduct something is more n more vital den wat d result of us..haha...i said like tat..sure means tat..our group had lose lar...kaka

hmm..at nite..is like tat lo..juz very tired..after dinner den i slp..dreamt cess n ber again..ha..
duno y owez dreamt they both d..
like tat..

Wednesday
wed wed wed..ha..3 lectures class yar..
is indeed a tiring day..
bt 2day ler..i went 4 d music club wit cheng yong..
wow..juz we both went thr oni lo..n we sing thr wit trainers..yafu n kokjoo
hehe
is really a happy day..cuz..kokjoo told me he oledy b my fans..ha
i sang 浮夸(eason chan's song)....hmmm....is they asked me 2 sing 1 lar..cuz..i'm nt prepare 2 sing at tat day 1..
bt..4 me..i quite satisfied wit d performance tat day..ha..
bravo??ha..a bit vain lar..
actually wat they(yafu n kokjoo) taught n wat they told me is indeed gv me a lot of helps n supports in singing..thx a lot oo...

at nite..ntg happened oso lo..chor di wit joe n seow yann..joe is really geng lar..1na take d exam d still can chor di wit us...he is a master oo..hehe
call my fren..ber lo..she so careless lar..fell down when goin out home...haiz..so pity..care care her lo..

ha...

Today
normal mood..normal skul lifes..
juz early in d morning..haiz..coincidently view my 1st love frenster pro.
ha..see her n bf so sweet...i'm very happy wit it lo..althought they oledy 2gether 2 years d..hehe
suddenly think about a song...
一定要幸福。。当时的约定。。别忘记
rmb yar...ying...

tats all 4 2day..stop here d lo..gd nite lo...

我回来了。。

2008-11-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

嗯。。应该有五个月没写blog了。
哈，都不懂开来干嘛的。

刚在看着朋友的部落格，突然想起自己也有一个“荒废”以久的户口。
最近爱上了一首歌，不是什么流行曲，是一首挺久的歌。。叫做“终于明白”。。可能是心情的关系吧，以前的不注意的歌曲却突然爱上了
。。
haiz..i think write in eng is better..
duno y..mayb bcuz of d long time no writing in chinese..seems like hard 2 express wat i'm goin 2 say properly..

ha..she gona leave me lo..
next year..go 2 a far far far away place called Russia..
shud i persuade her 2 stay here..??
...shudn't
can't b selfish again..

hope u can take gd care of urself in a strange environment..
i will stay here n wait for u..Doctor Saw

遇见

2008-05-05T16:19:00.000+08:00

2006年
二月份的某一天。。
毫无预计之下遇见了你。。躲避球一样的～～想躲也躲不了
套用一句老掉牙的言语－（也许早已注定有你的出现吧)

我们保持着一般朋友的友情～但心里很明白对你始终比任何人多一些。。
多出那说不出的一些些。。
多出那让人捉摸不着的一些些。。
多出那叫人心乱如麻的一些些。。

你～～不简单～～
我知道对你已超过于友情的阶级了。。
2006年8月。。
我确定了这份感觉。。

（待续)