Wednesday, September 29, 2010

叹!

最好有生一日都爱下去但谁人能将恋爱当做终生兴趣生活其实旨在找到个伴侣面对现实热恋很快变长流细水可惜我不智或侥幸对火花天生敏感不过两只手拉得太紧爱到过了界那对爱人同时亦最易变成一对敌人也许相爱很难就难在其实双方各有各寄望怎么办要单恋都难受太大的礼会内疚却也无力归还也许不爱不难但如未成佛升仙也会怕爱情前途黯淡爱不爱都难未快乐先有责任给予对方面露欢颜得到浪漫又要有空间得到定局却怕去到终站然后付出多得到少不介意豁达又担心有人看不过眼无论热恋中失恋中都永远记住第一戒别要张开双眼。
还没到最后。。我对爱已经。。无能为力!

Friday, July 23, 2010

I'M BACK!!!

好久没写了。。也不懂该写什么,刚view了好多朋友的blog,很多都是写他们刚进大学的生活等等地。。
嘿..to all of u guys..siao ying,chun kit , chuan,joe..chee wei..yee sing..siao yen n many many many more..all my friends who going to pursue ur studies in University 1..Congratulation!!and take good care of urself oo..
erm..while viewing their blog..suddenly something comes out from my mind..that is ..i'm experienced what they are experiencing now 2 years ago..
Homesick..right??
i had used to be..
Face a strange environment alone..all those around you are strangers..even who sleep with you( roomate har..not xxmate)..also the 1 u never seen before..
I still remember 2 years ago, i'm walked in to lecture hall with a quite excited state..a bit panic also..first lecture was Math I..and first week hv no tutorial..after d class jz walked back home alone! Lol..tat is my most anxious part..u knw why? cuz..i had 4gt the way to walk back home! oh my god! den i waste sometimes to " discover" the way back..like adventure..haha..
erm..quite nice la actually, at least i managed to back home on daytime bt not at night!
At outside...the most often qns i asked by others ..来来去去is..wat is ur name?got nickname?where r you from?wic course are u taking?whr u staying now??

Something that make me headache was ..
THIS qns..
xx: "Where are you from???"
me: "Kedah, Kulim"
xx: "Kedah..u thr sure gt a lot of rice and paddy field"
me:"no..not every place in Kedah gt paddy field"
xx:" Kedah gt any nice place o tourist spot??"
me:"erm..I not reali know"
xx:"huh??? aren't you from Kedah??how come you don't know??"
me:"actually..i know Penang area more, cz my place is near from Penang state"
xx: "Then, izit u staying Kedah o Penang??"
me:" I'm staying Kedah, but my house near Penang.. and I'm active in Penang area more"
xx:".........zzzzzzz.........."

Hahaha..after came KL..i had used to explain above question..i think nt less than 60 times..
anyway, ppl jz interested about u..wana get close to u..and i feel glad to answer also..can introduce Kulim to them! ..

"Hei , Kulim is not kampung ,ok? u can find Kulim this place in your Form 3 Geography Textbook Chapter 13 i think ..if not mistaken..." i will answer like this to those who misunderstand..or those who insult my hometown like kampung!

Alone outside, parents are not beside you, can't take care of you for sure..that time i'm food poisoning..it was a "memorable" experience for me! no one can help you..
Vomit..diarhoe..den go back sleep..den come vomit again..
That was November 2008..
Until i hv no idea..jz scream for my housemate's help..
Bunny,thanks a lot! if tat time u din help me, i faint jor oso no 1 know! she was wake by me then fetch me to clinic using another housemate ..Joe's car..

Actually i juz want to say, housemates and friends are very very important in your University life o in future..cz they are your only hope when you needs help !!

Friends can be your supporters when u needs ppl's support
Friends can accompany you in doing some crazy acts..
Friends can blow water with you when you are boring! Alot Alot..

After get knw of a lot of friends, it helps me reduce my homesick..n make me feel like, i'm not alone anymore!i'm not like others whose hometown is near KL ..can back every week! i jz can back at most 3 per semester..sometimes oni once a semester..
without friends, i duno wat can i do here!
Be friendly ..open minded ..kind ..smile to every1 ..definitely will help you a lot! I duno i'm the one like that or not..mayb in some1 eyes, i'm disguisting, i'm ego, i'm looks fierce, but i try to be friendly to everyone, if u dun like me..is your business...I AM WHO I AM!!

As we getting elder, will found that there are a lot of complicated relationship among group of friends..o other gang ..and rumours will fly here and there! dont feel sad of other's words that just to hurt you..be strong!

Add oil!!

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

如果我是你的女朋友

如果我是你的女朋友,我会每天都跟你说我喜欢你,不为什么就亲亲你;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会做稀奇古怪的东西,逼你当着我的面尝一小口,就一小口;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会要你拉着我的手过马路,绝对不会看来往的车辆;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会要你和我一起像小孩子一样,手牵着手晃来晃去,不时地让我转个360度,看你龇着牙骂我坏;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会亲自帮你挑衣服,挑手链,挑帅帅的牛仔裤,让每个女孩都羡慕我有个好精神的男朋友;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会笨手笨脚地给你织全羊毛的淡灰色围巾,虽然在开头的几排里你会发现有小洞,但是你也必须鼓励我说比恒源祥的还精致;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会要你带我去看悲剧的电影,出来的时候还在哭,我要你哄我说,那只是电影,我们不会那样的;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会在逛街的时候突然喊饿,然后让你带我去吃火锅,点一大桌的菜,只吃一点就说饱了,看你睁大眼睛不可思议的绝望可怜样,因为我要你都吃完,嘿嘿,火锅时间最久,我喜欢看你吃东西吃到快撑死的样儿;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会在吵架之后就买酒,然后一个人坐在很高的地方看着远方哭;如果是我错,你气得要骂我,多贵的长途我都会打给你,然后静静地乖乖地听你舍不得再教训我的叹气声,我则红着脸咬着嘴唇,暗自庆幸阴谋又得逞;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会在得势的时候很嚣张,弱势的时候就装乖,让你觉得纳闷,为什么受委屈的明明是你,可喊冤的却总是我;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会给你起很多很多可爱又笨笨的外号,有事没事换着叫;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会让自己看上去很漂亮很幸福,不用我说,别人都知道你是绝世好男友;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会只在你面前很笨,让你惊喜地发现原来在大家眼里冰雪聪明的我也会犯只有你知道的弱智错误;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会在打电话给你的时候很礼貌地和你的父母打招呼,希望他们会对我留下好印象;
  

如果我是你的女朋友,我会要你给我买很便宜但是很特别的戒指,我会把两个带着情侣戒指的手拉到一起,边看边傻笑很久;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会鼓励你做你喜欢的事情,而不要只为了学习或责任束缚自己的梦想,因为人生短短一瞬,快乐最重要;
   
如果我是你的女朋友,如果我知道我遇到了疾病或灾难而让我陪不了你很久,我会骗你说我爱上了别人,让我们分手;
  
如果我是你的女朋友,我会希望有来世,让我还做你的女朋友。
  
如果我是你的女朋友……
  可以吗?