Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Almost done...

Aiyo...die oo..today chem test,damn worse ar..scared by phy lecturer smore..average jz 17 marks oni..means...almost all fail lo??
ha..nvm lar..as long as i oledy tried my best,bt..i deem tat tis time phy test 2 is easier den 1st 1 ler..dun u all think too???

hehe..nw,jz left 2 more tests n 1 more assignment within 1 week time.. i'm exhausted edy..i juz 1na fin it as fast as possible...
2mr is xmas eve ler...i think tis year no more countdown in crowded places d lo..damn crowded n dangerous in sg.wang thr..

hei..all my old frens..u all so syok lar..bbq at beach..is a dream for me..
if hv a gf bside me..bbq at beach..look at d star 2gether..Wow..such a nice nice nice thing...
enjoy oo..

Nw i feel tat ,mayb tat day i juz hv some illusion o misconception..actually,i'm nt so like u as i think b4...haha..i start to realize tat..u might nt d gal tat i'm goin to find..
o mayb, i dun hv gut confess 2 u?? duno....contradiction..sad case...

Whenever the CNY is coming soon..my homesick is getting serious n serious..
i wanna eat..kou rou..
i wanna buy 年货..
i wanna buy new clothes...
i wanna hv more income...
and d most important 1...
i wanna see my family for a more long time..
everytime i back home,sure gt difference 1...tis time CNY back home..is to see d new LCD bought by papa..ha..amplifier, 4 speakers..subwoofer..1 VCD player ..2 DVD players..astro..
老豆..u really goin to make our living room like k-room d...haha

2 more days..xmas..
8 more days..new year..
34 more days..CNY..
time past so fast as....bla bla bla...duno hw 2 describe d speed oso ar..

A qns i will owez ask myself..wat u have done in tis year???
tis year..i will ans tat..
2008 is d most special year among d 18 years i had past..

I had bcame single early of the year..
I had c0me to a new life in Pj ..
I had enjoy my stress bt joyful uni life ..
I had make a lot of new frens..
I had bcame more mature..
I had miss my family den last time...
I had knw tat a lot of things..gain more experience of daily life..
I had found you in tis uni..bt..nw i'm goin to let go u edy...
ha..2 much things..i duno hw 2 express by simple words..

2009..i'm coming...bb lar..my enrich 2oo8..

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

距离

不知道什么时候开始,学会了和身边的每个人保持不同的距离。。
今晚该是个不错的夜晚,但当我问了你后,似有似无地回答着。。心酸了
是不是长久习惯了这样地和人相处,造就了今天的一切?

我想。。是吧!
我不懂如何表达想对你说的。。
我不懂如何把距离拉得近点。。
我不懂如何暗示对你的感觉。。
我不懂如何更明白你。。
好多好多的不懂,但偏偏我懂,我只是你的朋友

可能你那似有似无的回答,是对我最温柔的暗示。。
我不再像从前那么的勇敢,我怕了。。

也许我们只是彼此生命中的过客,但。。可以让我选择当一次你的下脚处吗?
舒服就住下去,不然就离开。。
哎。。想太多。。

是的,当初我应该去追求你,可是为何我选择放弃?

一个低落的夜晚,不想说话,不想唱歌,不想看书。。
只想静静地想着你。最后一次地想你。。

真想告诉你。。我是喜欢你的!但,你不会懂的啦。。就把它放在心里吧!留给下个有缘人。。哈